Long time, no seen

Sorry, I haven't been writing here for a loooooong long time! I've been just so freaking busy and my head is empty.

So, exam week. Today was English exam, tomorrow geography preparation and on thursday geography exam... I seriously think I'm gonna screw all of my exams. I mean it. I haven't read anything. Well, maybe I'll survive... At least I can enjoy that I can sleep late and Ådon't need to be in school more than just 1-3 hours. And it won't kill me.

I want a boyfriend. I've been dreaming about perfect guys for like a month. It's just that I'm so shy that I cannot go to talk to guys. They make me nervus. Always. Well, of course there are couple of exceptions. But if we don't count them, then I'm absolutely not able to talk to any guys. Sigh. Depressing. And usually it's so that I can't even look into their eyes or Smile to them. I makes me nervous even I wouldn't like that guy That Way. Another sigh. I'm hopeless. Truly I'm going to be a forever alone.

I should go to sleep. But I don't want to. I'm not sleepy. But I either have anything to say. Sigh. Wy am I sighing all the time?

I drew this thing today:

This is how I feel when I see some happy couple.
Of course I don't want to steal her boyfriend or anything, I just want to be that happy.

And now it's time for the last song and then I'll go to bed... Hmm...
Blondie - Call me

Yeah sure. You just don't have my number so too bad :P
Good night!